5/30-5/31
I was up at like 7:30 am on Saturday morning. I just can’t seem to sleep in anymore. It doesn’t help any that my mind races at such a speed that going to bed early the night before is an impossibility. It was moving day, so I skipped my usual morning jog. I must have lain in the bed for an hour – dressed and ready to go to my mom and sisters place to help pack their ish. I can’t think of anything more that I hate doing more than moving (at this moment at least) and there I was packing and moving someone else. And while I complain now, I have to admit it was a very amusing day spent with my little sister. Something I am not able to do as often as I might like to. Singing, dancing, and boxing stuff up. I didn’t realize how much work I actually put in until I went home and the back pain started to kick in. And then I was that much more exhausted but instead of going to sleep like I should have, I had another late night with my love. So many things are coming back to me lately. My love of arts, music; I’ve caught up on all sorts of stuff that takes me way back and I even whipped up a quick sketch at my sisters. It feels good to know I have not lost myself in all of the routine obligations that have become my life. And about obligations, I made a decision Saturday about my career – full speed ahead! We’ll see where that leads and when but for now I can be excited for what may be. The upcoming week is not one to look forward to, but with every challenge there is an accomplishment just waiting to make be known. I intend to find each one and firmly shake its hand.
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